the most frustrating thing was that one moment i 'd be completely fine on the bike , then the next i would be in a lot of pain .
this happened a lot during my training up in manchester , so in october we all sat down and decided the best thing was to send me to bisham abbey rehabilitation centre .
but in reality , i never thought i 'd be out for that long or i kept having setbacks after thinking i was about to return so i could n't stop and enjoy myself that